victor and i broke up last night. it wasn’t as heart-wrenching as i expected it to be. i thought i’d be so emotional, like i always am. i thought he’d have some viable explanation to defend himself with, but he didn’t. all he had were excuses of why he was so distant and that i “expected too much.” it’s all bullshit. i didn’t expect a lot. i just needed someone who would be there for me, but he obviously couldn’t be that person.

so now, it’s his loss. i did my best, i gave him my heart, and got nothing in return but a lame excuse and utter ignorance to my feelings. i guess i’m just now realizing that he’s exactly the type of person i know i won’t need in the future — a fake, sad, sorry excuse.