it would be interesting to be able to go back in time to when you were a child, a baby, or not even born yet. you could change your mistakes and right wrongs that you wish never transpired. but we are forced to live the rest of our lives in shadow and in light of our shortcomings and accomplishments.

time seems to go by quickly, whether we like it or not. and sometimes i find myself struggling to keep up. then there are those days that drag on so excruciatingly slowly. it’s a stress factor, and sometimes i feel like ripping my hair out. time just never seems to go in a steady pace for me. everyday i die a little more.

i hate knowing that i am going to be old soon and that time will eat away at my body, health, and mind. sometimes i wish i could stay young forever. but other times i wish i could just grow up, be independent, and experience the world.