my graduation ceremony took place two weeks ago. the final nail in the coffin. i honestly have no idea what’s going to happen from this point on. it’s a scary thought, not having something planned in the future. for the past seventeen years, i’ve known what i had to do: get that frickin’ degree. and now what? four years of university have sped by and all i have to show for it is this crappy alumni pin?

i’m still waiting on uvic’s final answer. will it be a) give the girl a chance or b) reject her sorry ass. i’ve never really been rejected from anything i’ve wholeheartedly applied myself to in the past. i didn’t think i’d get into ubc, and i did. i didn’t think i’d get the swank job i have now, and i did. i didn’t think i’d get into the history honours program, and i did. which is why this law-thing is wigging me out more than ever.

i’m seriously contemplating using my summer savings to finance a two month-long trip to europe come september, when i would normally be going back to school. the problem is that i don’t have anyone to go with now. it’s amazing how almost everyone i know is taking the time to do something and go somewhere this summer. my boyfriend is going to hawaii for a few weeks, some friends of mine just got back from las vegas, another friend is in israel for three months, another is moving to switzerland for school, one is off to teach english in japan, and two are backpacking across europe as i type this. apparently, everyone has become a globetrotter except for me.

i guess it’s just a matter of waiting it out for the moment. i have to wait for uvic to get back to me before i can make any real decision, anyway. but, for now, you guys will just have to put up with more bitching and whining. sorry about that.